Cried

Today, I cried, explosively, thoroughly.

So many things happened in these days.

Made me full so lost.

I couldnt stop to doubt myself.

And disappointed to myself.

Am I expected too much?

Am I overestimating myself too much ?

Am I ?

I have never felt so bad. Actually I didnt have mood to celebrate my birthday. But I knew I still need to , because people arounds me want to see me happy and I want to make them happy as well. I dont want to talk about that with you right now, I know you are busy as well. I dont want to put my bad mood on you anymore. You need to concentrate on your assignment and this is what I want to see as well.But...I think, I NEED Uuuuuu

What is the world behind my wall?