SORRY。
I still remember, it's your birthday.
u asked me to forget you,forget the promise we made together, forget EVERYTHING.
BUT
really..i can not!
I tried so many times, but too hard.
I cried everytime, when I thinking about u, about us.
SO...how could I FORGOT?
The present still in my box,and everytime when I saw it, reminds me--yes,this is yours and only for you. There's no one else could replace and even I might never ever get an second chance to give it to you. Still, it's yours!
Our story would last forever, and it's for sure.
I dont expect people could understand us,
but I do believe that you could not forget the story either.
And what you had done is the way you love me.
So I listend...finally.
You know everytime when I recalled the memory about what you said to me in the ice-cream store and make me promise to you that I would come back next year, I just cannt stop crying! SORRY...I broken the promise, I really wish to see you again, but now, even if I come back, would you come to see me ?
Now I dont call you anymore,it's not just because you asked me to do that,because I'm sure that I'm not strong enough to ensure that I wouldnt cry when I hear your voice and I dont want to hear you cry one more time. That would me feel much much worse!
I miss your voice! I miss you call me the nick name you named for me.I miss the nick name I made for you.I've a friend he has the similar nick name with yours, but I never call him in that way.Actually,I've been so long time did not say that word...cause I only want use it to call you!
Today is your birthday. I start to count the date since the beginning of December.I'm guessing that you would watch the football game tonight~am I right?
Happy Brithday.....
I'm MISSING you!
